And there's no blame for the difference in our minds.
Constructed from simplicity and happiness, I differ from your anger and resentment towards everything.
I wish I could open your eyes to the way I see life.
But if you can't open the blinds, I can't show you what I'm talking about.
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I've spent a lot of time thinking of all the things I wish I could say to you.
Everything from screaming at you to all the little nothings I wish I could whisper into your ear. But you've made this choice for the both of us, and I don't have any more time to waste hoping you'll answer your phone. The thing that baffles me is that people I've just met have shown me more genuine characteristics than you have in the last year. Some I've known for a week and are already nicer to me than you. I don't get how you can spend so much time with someone, and it's like waking up from a dream and they're gone.
But people change. People leave. Seasons come and go. We're older every day. And if you don't have the desire to spend any more energy on having me in your life, then that's fine. That's life. You have left. And I am okay with that. It's only been a week, and I know the hardest days have yet to come, but I don't need you if you don't want to stay.
Gotta focus on myself now anyways. Oh it's just a matter of cleansing you from my system. Time is the only enemy..
-- Wait.,
If time is the only enemy.. But time is something that we created. (We as in Humans.)
In ten minutes doesn't exist; all there ever will be is right now.
"Time is of the essence."
My mind is working gears; attempting to figure this one out.
Oh I can feel myself letting you go, and I feel better.
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